Women Liberation according to Islam, is there such thing?

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Mingled with the conservatives

Out beyond ideas of wrongdoing and rightdoing, There is a field, I’ll meet you there (Rumi)

That is wrong, that’s what you say This is right, that’s what you preach No, don’t go that way, you say This is the one and only right way, you try to convince No more debate in this No more opinion, this is the hard fact Nothing’ s better than this piece of truth Do not even attempt to construe In the middle of these ripples I am just a tiny spume, and discrete The pietists and me; we are immiscible Forsaken in the middle of the crowd I challenge, I dispute, I doubt I look for something called the truth But all eyes see peculiarities So strange and do not belong to “us” It is not just another month spent in the holy land It is so fulfilling yet so empty It is so peaceful yet so uneasy It is so reassuring yet so intriguing Do not challenge, you say Lets embrace it wholly, immerse in it Do not question, just believe Submit… I find myself at a crossroads Still hesitant Surrender Or keep asking questions… Tangerang, 31 October 2014, 10.39 pm, 3 weeks after hajj

Blinded

I was just looking for the truth and you blinded me with the light

I was left all alone in a dark and empty tunnel

There you were trying to offer me flashlight

Shining at first yet it became so dull

What have they taught you?

Is it better to be blinded by the light or by the darkness?

Do you prefer to be blinded by science or by faith?

Blinded by the truth or by the lie?

Was it really your light or was it just your smile?

At the crossroads not knowing which turn should be chosen

You were sure that it was the right one

But my heart said otherwise

The left turn was always safer, my mind whispered

I am not afraid of the dark although you left me blinded

I am still searching for the light but it is not your light

For I believe one day the ray will find me in the middle of the darkest hour

It will illuminate with all its shines and I will irradiate back to it

And together we will shine